Holy Holy....

We are hitting the ten day mark before the newest addition will be here. I am feeling all sorts of emotions right now.

1) I am beyond uncomfortable, no position sleeping or awake feels good on my body. I joke with Rick constantly on how "hot" I must look just trying to put clothes on....between the labored breathing, huge belly and my pelvic bone feeling like it could snap any minute I don't think it can get any better.

2) we are totally excited to meet the little one but at the same time I am very anxious on the dynamics of our family when she arrives. I can't picture another little one in the mix, our little family of three feels perfect, but I know that she will be another added joy to our lives.

3) I am nesting to the extreme right now. I feel like nothing is clean enough or organized enough. Today for example I took apart Jackson's car seat and washed every inch of it, including the mat it sits on to protect the leather seats and then vacuumed my entire car. Why ?? I don't know. Don't get me wrong I like to keep things neat... I wouldn't say I am super clean freak but I don't like a dirty house either. But this has all been taken to the next level and its starting to drive Rick batty!

4) I AM EXHAUSTED!! Maybe its because I don't sleep more than 6 hours total a night (if I am lucky and never consecutive) or maybe its because I run myself ragged cleaning, moving, organizing, chasing a toddler...whatever it is it stinks!

I am positive these next 10 days will fly by. If I remember I will post again before she is here if not...sometime after.